I visited the Cavern today
I spent around 15 minutes on Ae’gura and there were approximately 20 people there. The majority of the time was spent listening to one individual fish for an argument over racism (?). I read on the forums that they have been having a problem with certain people and their actions. I guess it is just another marker of how much things have changed.
I had to leave because the bittersweetness of seeing it all again was too much. I feel almost as if I need to block it out or I will get overwhelmed with nostalgia. I have no idea of the state of the community; I haven’t been an active member for around 4 years. I still remember so much from the past: Slackers Shard, D’mala, Blabbity’s, Minkata, the death of Rose and Wheely, Gametap, Jalak. It all seems forever ago and thinking back on it now makes me incredibly sad that those days are over, and regretful that I was never as involved as I wanted to. Going back now would be too painful, and of course life gets in the way as it tends to do. Even singleplayer would be tough.
